Their freeness and happiness sometimes left me in solitude. In that respect, I was the one who thought “Iina” to others. I preferred going to class than to work, I admired my friends for simply doing what they wanted. My work schedule never let me accomplish this. All of those things were goals I had since high school. I dreamed of challenging for the United Nations Internship, I wanted to become one of the counselors of the “High School Diplomat” program that I participated in. I worked hard during high school, never letting anyone get ahead of me in grades. It wasn’t an easy thing for a poor girl from Shizuoka to enter Sophia. The reason I came to Tokyo was to enter university. Although it might be difficult to understand, I discovered a simple explanation-I wasn’t interested in being famous. Even If I was on one of the biggest programs in Japan, I couldn’t be satisfied. Still, besides all of the praise I got from others, something felt wrong inside like a kind of dilemma taking hold inside of me. My friends from my hometown sent me messages to tell me they had watched my show, my parents enjoyed watching me on television because they knew it meant I was doing well, and I was happy to see them smiling as a result of my work. It was unimaginable that my voice would be heard by thousands and thousands of people. It felt like a dream, like it was not real. It was a great experience for me to know this kind of world.
#IINA MEANING JAPANESE TV#
I did television, radio, cable TV and more. Luckily enough, I obtained considerable work during the first year. I first started doing lessons to train basic skills of expression, such as vocal training, acting and dancing before entering Sophia, and went to auditions as a freshman. By the time I entered Sophia University, I started working with the entertainment agency. My mom and I decided to sign the contract because we thought it would be a good experience, and a source of financial support. I was scouted by a talent agency in Harajuku when I was in Tokyo for a speech contest. However, the unpleasantness grew through the years and I would like to explain why this happened.
Luckily, I have spent a few years being told “IIna”. The meaning changes depending on how you use it, therefore, the impression of the word differs from person to person. IIna is said when someone praises others or when one is jealous of another person. There is a word in Japanese that I really dislike: “IIna”.
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